|12th December 2007||#1|
So, there's this boy...
I think I'll just call him Charming. Well anyway, Charming and I are 'talking', I guess you could say. He's no longer closeted, and I haven't been for some time. Although every time we see each other we reconnect, I almost never see him, let alone get the chance to talk to him. Well on the 8th Charming and I went to a party, ehh so-so party you know birthday stuff, but he asked me if I wanted to sit in his lap, which I obliged. Now, the girl that's party we were at didn't like the fact that Charming and I were being so open with our sexuality, and asked us to stop. 'That girl' happens to be one of my best friends, as of now anyway. Later she told me that she had a crush on Charming, which complicated things.
Charming and his parents are constantly feuding, hence the divorce between his mother and father. His mom lives in the same city I do, so when he's at his mother's house he and I get to see each other. His real father found out that I was gay, and to make a long story short, he forbid Charming to see me.
The night ends with Charming's father coming all the way from nearly out of state to get him away from his mother, because apparently he's grounded. Something about failing a drug test, for football, because he's really butch. I didn't have a clue about the drug test, or anything. Charming, in a hurry to get somewhere that I wasn't so his father wouldn't freak out, accidentally -I think?- told me he loved me.
And previously that night he had talked about how he wanted kids, to which I told him that if he continues down the road he's on, with the pot and everything, then he might not be able to count on that. He then said 'we' can get a girl to conceive a baby for 'us'. At this point I was seriously confused, I felt like he was dropping hints all night, but I don't know if I was over reacting.
Oh yeah, I'm new. :]