04-08-2013, 06:06 PM
Hello
... Uh, how I hate those introductions, I never know what to say but then end up writing some kind of an endless essay about nothing in particular, that makes absolutely no sense and the only thing everyone find out about me without any doubts, is that I donât know when to stop writing... see what Iâm talking about? But as politeness requires I need to do this, so please brace yourself (and skip as much as you can, itâs nothing important).
Soooooo, letâs see... first of all as you can probably see Iâm not a native speaker so sorry for my mistakes, feel free to correct me if you want, Iâm not touchy, I know I make mistakes, Iâm learning.
Currently Iâm at the very end of the last year in High School (Iâm not sure whatâs the British expression but Iâm pretty sure you know what I mean), âgetting readyâ for my Matura exams which will determine my further education and so on and so forth, so clearly all ways of procrastination are in high demand, thatâs probably why Iâm here.
Iâm a bookworm, big time, books are/were literally my life, and few of those I mean really literally, things changed a bit about a year and a half ago and I canât believe how much happened since then, I guess thatâs what people call living? Iâm interested in a lot of things, you name it Iâll probably think thatâs interesting Wold in general is interesting isnât it? But unfortunately Iâm a humanist, I donât get science (which doesnât mean I donât think itâs fascinating, itâs like some kind of witchcraft, amazing ). I love music, rock and metal mostly but not only, Iâm a child of ârockersâ so Iâm kind of... twisted? Crazy? Abnormal? Taking children under 5 years of age to rock concerts with all the high decibels must be brain damaging after all, right? I like cooking, I donât have many occasions to do that but luckily (or not) I have a boyfriend who thinks boiling water for tea is cooking, and he deserves a prise for doing just that, he wants me to cook because it tastes better when I do it... and whatâs worse I fall for that! So I can play sometimes when heâs parents are out. Iâm interested in history, especially ancient and middle ages, psychology, art and things of that sort. I wanted to be an architect but Iâm worse than terrible at math so had to abandon that dream. I like canoeing and horse riding. I just picked up horse riding after years of break and I just donât have enough, BF is jealous and says I love those horses more than him, but honestly... who cares? Heâs not pretending a drama queen too well anyway, itâs my job
As you probably guessed already Iâm in a relationship with the best guy on Earth exactly for a year (we have our first anniversary tomorrow, not that weâre counting of course ) Itâs been a rocky road, itâs not the easiest of relationships but weâre still together so I guess that means something, and honestly I donât know where Iâd be if not him. Sometimes I feel like itâs hopeless and thereâs no point in trying but then I feel like I canât live without him, itâs a rollercoaster, but in general itâs fun :biggrin: Before anyone asks, itâs usually me whoâs guilty of our problems, Iâm just... maladjusted and he sometimes loses his patience, heâs a saint anyway but everyone have their limits I guess, I know Iâm hurting his feelings a lot more often that he lets me know about it.
Iâm not sure why Iâm even here, I didnât feel the pressing need to talk to anyone else whoâs gay/understands gays/whatever, for months and suddenly this, strange isnât it? The last time I did I had world shattering problems with my soon to be boyfriend, no friends, family on a different continent, and absolutely no one to talk to, plus I was sharing a room with homophobes, quite valid reason for trying to talk to someone, now I have no idea why. Sure we have problems like everyone, and sometimes I canât talk about them with my boyfriend (or even worse, his ex, yes theyâre friends so I have to be too <-- one of the things that bother me) but nothing world shattering I guess, I just FELL like talking to someone, strange for an antisocial guy who never speaks first to anyone but happened, the world is coming to an end clearly.
So anyway, that would be it, if there are any kind of questions, Iâll be happy to answer (If thereâs still someone reading, in which I doubt.) Itâs really cool to finally be able to say HE and my BOYfriend about my partner, itâs not exactly every day I can do that, Iâm not really closeted but I donât exactly talk about it with each and every acquaintance and not at school, especially with all the recent gay-witch-hunt in our country, if they asked, Iâd answer but no one did so far, maybe they are afraid to hear the answer. So yeah, itâs always cool to not worry about spoiling perfectly civil relations with someone with some untimely word.
Yes, I finished now. Nice to meet you all.
P.S. And a typo in the topic... I'm going to die of shame now.
... Uh, how I hate those introductions, I never know what to say but then end up writing some kind of an endless essay about nothing in particular, that makes absolutely no sense and the only thing everyone find out about me without any doubts, is that I donât know when to stop writing... see what Iâm talking about? But as politeness requires I need to do this, so please brace yourself (and skip as much as you can, itâs nothing important).
Soooooo, letâs see... first of all as you can probably see Iâm not a native speaker so sorry for my mistakes, feel free to correct me if you want, Iâm not touchy, I know I make mistakes, Iâm learning.
Currently Iâm at the very end of the last year in High School (Iâm not sure whatâs the British expression but Iâm pretty sure you know what I mean), âgetting readyâ for my Matura exams which will determine my further education and so on and so forth, so clearly all ways of procrastination are in high demand, thatâs probably why Iâm here.
Iâm a bookworm, big time, books are/were literally my life, and few of those I mean really literally, things changed a bit about a year and a half ago and I canât believe how much happened since then, I guess thatâs what people call living? Iâm interested in a lot of things, you name it Iâll probably think thatâs interesting Wold in general is interesting isnât it? But unfortunately Iâm a humanist, I donât get science (which doesnât mean I donât think itâs fascinating, itâs like some kind of witchcraft, amazing ). I love music, rock and metal mostly but not only, Iâm a child of ârockersâ so Iâm kind of... twisted? Crazy? Abnormal? Taking children under 5 years of age to rock concerts with all the high decibels must be brain damaging after all, right? I like cooking, I donât have many occasions to do that but luckily (or not) I have a boyfriend who thinks boiling water for tea is cooking, and he deserves a prise for doing just that, he wants me to cook because it tastes better when I do it... and whatâs worse I fall for that! So I can play sometimes when heâs parents are out. Iâm interested in history, especially ancient and middle ages, psychology, art and things of that sort. I wanted to be an architect but Iâm worse than terrible at math so had to abandon that dream. I like canoeing and horse riding. I just picked up horse riding after years of break and I just donât have enough, BF is jealous and says I love those horses more than him, but honestly... who cares? Heâs not pretending a drama queen too well anyway, itâs my job
As you probably guessed already Iâm in a relationship with the best guy on Earth exactly for a year (we have our first anniversary tomorrow, not that weâre counting of course ) Itâs been a rocky road, itâs not the easiest of relationships but weâre still together so I guess that means something, and honestly I donât know where Iâd be if not him. Sometimes I feel like itâs hopeless and thereâs no point in trying but then I feel like I canât live without him, itâs a rollercoaster, but in general itâs fun :biggrin: Before anyone asks, itâs usually me whoâs guilty of our problems, Iâm just... maladjusted and he sometimes loses his patience, heâs a saint anyway but everyone have their limits I guess, I know Iâm hurting his feelings a lot more often that he lets me know about it.
Iâm not sure why Iâm even here, I didnât feel the pressing need to talk to anyone else whoâs gay/understands gays/whatever, for months and suddenly this, strange isnât it? The last time I did I had world shattering problems with my soon to be boyfriend, no friends, family on a different continent, and absolutely no one to talk to, plus I was sharing a room with homophobes, quite valid reason for trying to talk to someone, now I have no idea why. Sure we have problems like everyone, and sometimes I canât talk about them with my boyfriend (or even worse, his ex, yes theyâre friends so I have to be too <-- one of the things that bother me) but nothing world shattering I guess, I just FELL like talking to someone, strange for an antisocial guy who never speaks first to anyone but happened, the world is coming to an end clearly.
So anyway, that would be it, if there are any kind of questions, Iâll be happy to answer (If thereâs still someone reading, in which I doubt.) Itâs really cool to finally be able to say HE and my BOYfriend about my partner, itâs not exactly every day I can do that, Iâm not really closeted but I donât exactly talk about it with each and every acquaintance and not at school, especially with all the recent gay-witch-hunt in our country, if they asked, Iâd answer but no one did so far, maybe they are afraid to hear the answer. So yeah, itâs always cool to not worry about spoiling perfectly civil relations with someone with some untimely word.
Yes, I finished now. Nice to meet you all.
P.S. And a typo in the topic... I'm going to die of shame now.