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relapsed
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let start off by saying, I'm not doing too good and may admit myself to hospital this week.

I've been having problems this weekend. I can't trust anyone at all. People say they're when I need to talk but when I need to talk, where exactly are they?

I'm depressed and am having psychotic episodes and I can't take it, I have relapsed. I ended up harming myself and theres blood all over my floor. Sad I don't think life is worth living anymore, I feel everyone is out to get me, abuse me and use me. Once again I'll say it. I can't trust a soul in my life. I have been and am crying right now over it.

Lately, I have been planning my suicide and can't stop thinking about it. I have nothing in my life and never will. I feel like crap and I'm afraid of killing myself in the next few days if I don't get the help I need.

My psychotic episodes are too much for me too. I hate it that all my friends are "normal" and really dont understand what I'm going through or have been through in my entire life. They think it's a joke and it upsets me and makes me cry even more. I can't control my emotions or those sick thoughts.

right now, I'm all bloody and I wanna hurt myself even more...

I'm in hell at the moment.
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relapsed - by chillythoughts - 08-20-2012, 03:32 AM
relapsed - by TryingNewThing - 08-20-2012, 04:09 AM
relapsed - by RockerBlocks - 08-20-2012, 04:25 AM
relapsed - by Rainbowmum - 08-20-2012, 04:29 AM
relapsed - by Spades - 08-20-2012, 08:10 AM
relapsed - by dfiant - 08-20-2012, 08:41 AM
relapsed - by Bowyn Aerrow - 08-20-2012, 07:53 PM
relapsed - by pellaz - 08-20-2012, 08:16 PM
relapsed - by matty7 - 08-20-2012, 08:52 PM
relapsed - by StanTheMan - 08-21-2012, 02:53 AM
relapsed - by Dreamer - 08-21-2012, 12:04 PM
relapsed - by BobInTampa - 08-21-2012, 02:38 PM
relapsed - by zeon - 08-21-2012, 10:32 PM
relapsed - by zeon - 08-21-2012, 10:34 PM
relapsed - by ChadCoxRox - 08-21-2012, 11:45 PM
relapsed - by chillythoughts - 09-15-2012, 01:07 AM
relapsed - by dfiant - 09-15-2012, 01:10 AM
relapsed - by chillythoughts - 09-15-2012, 01:42 AM
relapsed - by ChadCoxRox - 09-15-2012, 01:45 AM
relapsed - by Blue - 09-15-2012, 03:11 AM
relapsed - by ceez - 09-15-2012, 03:23 AM
relapsed - by dfiant - 09-15-2012, 03:23 AM
relapsed - by Rainbowmum - 09-15-2012, 03:25 AM
relapsed - by chillythoughts - 09-15-2012, 03:29 AM
relapsed - by chillythoughts - 09-15-2012, 03:30 AM
relapsed - by TryingNewThing - 09-15-2012, 07:44 AM

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