A hetero-homo-bi guy's questions...

[curiousfellow]

Hello all. Heteroflexible fellow here with a few questions. I have considered myself bisexual for some time. largely for the convenience of the label; it makes sense in a general way-- If you are sexually attracted to women and men, clearly you are bisexual... Right?

However. What are you if you are attracted to women (say, as far as faces, loving relationships are concerned), while only harboring a small group of more or less fetishistic practices for men?

I will elaborate. I have always fallen in love with women. I love eating girls out, fucking girls, and so on. I do not find men attractive facially. I cannot fathom the idea of a guy being attractive the way a woman is, nor am I interested in the idea of fucking a guy in the ass, etc.

However, I love older men, and cock. I do like very much to suck cock, to get spanked, and so on. Often I jack off to gay porn (guys getting fucked), sticking things up my ass, fucking myself. Seeing an older guy's cock, getting my dick fondled, getting owned by an older guy basically thrills me to no end...

Is there something bizarre about me? Is there something specific that refers to my sexuality? I am all for homoeroticism in spirit, for homosexuality in culture. But I do not feel like I am a part of about 99% of it. Any words of advice?