Please help me figure out what is going on with me!

[Rickard]

My sex drive randomly died right as I entered the "gay world" and started meeting other gays and potential interests and all of that. Its been like this for a week. One thing I am doing to solve this problem is to stop viewing porn. I feel like I can't find any guy attractive because its not the same as the images and feelings I have associated with sex (masturbation) for the past 8-9 years of my life. I straight up don't get hard or excited at the prospect of sex.

This is such a weird feeling because I have got off everyday or more for a long long time, and suddenly I don't want to.

Am I ever going to enjoy sex, what do I have to do? Why is this happening to me, honestly I want to start fucking people and enjoy physical connections like everyone else has been doing, but its not there right now!

Seriously this is the kind of shit closeted people go through when they try to force relations with women, but I am not a closeted straight person lol! I feel fucking asexual after 8 years of getting off everyday, what is going on?