10-03-2012, 11:12 PM
Ok, so I am 27, and a really good looking guy with a good mix of feminine and masculine features. I am a pretty boy type. My entire life I've been really shy. I've never been really comfortable in my own skin.
This might sound completely retarded but here goes: I only fantasize about women. I am not disgusted by gay porn, but it does not turn me on. I get hit on by gay men constantly, and I don't really mind it. I had a gay boss who swore to everyone I would find out I was gay within 10 years. People think I am gay because I don't actively hit on women or anything.
I feel like the above paragraph would tell me I wasn't gay since I only fantasize about women. But the thing is, I have had a strict Christian upbringing that may have somehow affect it. I dunno.
If I was gay... would I know by now? Would someone desire to have sex with men overcome anything nurture could beat into you?
This might sound completely retarded but here goes: I only fantasize about women. I am not disgusted by gay porn, but it does not turn me on. I get hit on by gay men constantly, and I don't really mind it. I had a gay boss who swore to everyone I would find out I was gay within 10 years. People think I am gay because I don't actively hit on women or anything.
I feel like the above paragraph would tell me I wasn't gay since I only fantasize about women. But the thing is, I have had a strict Christian upbringing that may have somehow affect it. I dunno.
If I was gay... would I know by now? Would someone desire to have sex with men overcome anything nurture could beat into you?
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