Found him on a porn site :S

[Yosh89]

Ok so long story short - skip to last paragraph

We had a really intense relationship for 6 months, it ended horribly with him getting thrown in a cell for physically abusing me. I dropped the charges and we kept in contact, but as soon as I started to date other people he didn't like it and said he loved me and wanted to get back together. I didn't do that, but I got very depressed and attempted suicide. I ended up pretty bad, scars down my legs and a (so-far) incurable pain condition called CRPS.

My friends and family have been really supportive, but he wasn't really there for me. He came to visit sometimes and although I made it clear I only wanted friendship, he made advances toward me and I fell for it. I looked on his phone and he was dating another guy even though he said he wanted to be with me.

Didn't talk to him for months, now he's saying he didn't go through with the relationship and thinks about me all the time...

Stupidly I said let's agree to go on a date next year if I'm better. That was yesterday. Today I were looking at some porn sites and a pic of him came up sucking some other guys ****. I can imagine of course he's been doing that, but i can't even look up some porn without seeing my ex whoring himself out?! Would anyone else have a problem seeing their bf/ex on a site? I don't know if I'm over reacting :/