Am I Gay? I think I am... UGH

[Blue]

The first thing is decide who you are in spite of all that fundamental upbringing that gay is sinful, wrong, bad, unnatural etc... It isn't, some of us just come this way and, that's fine, good, it's how we naturally are.

Love is never wrong if it's honest, acting on romantic love might be in some situations, but feeling love is never wrong.

Just take your time, find a gay affirming church, like Bowyn suggested and be whoever you are.