Relationships pahh!

[Marc]

I think there is alot to be said for the single life.

I'm 33 (omg how did that happen) and since the tender age of 13, I have been in a relationship, and never really been single.

I found out I was gay at 12, when my best friend kissed me... we went through all the confusing stuff together, and were incredibly close, and at 16 we moved in together.. everything was great for years.. but eventually we grew apart, and at 27, we split up.

Within 4 months I had another BF, and we ended up living together, however he turned into a cheat, so 3 years later, we split up.

Within about 5 months I had my 3rd relationship, but he stole from me, and lied and cheated, so 3 months ago we split.

I put the last 2 relationships down to a rebound, I was so scared of being alone.


Now, I have been single for 3 months, and being self employed, I have thrown myself deep into work.
But, I am finding myself feeling more and more lonely, the worst being at night in bed.

I'm not really trying to make any point in this thread, I guess I'm just trying to talk myself out of taking my ex back, and trying to enjoy the single life a little.