Need some support/advice!

[Complicated]

I agree with what everyone else is saying so far. The only reason it would make sense to continue the silence between you two is if you both are comfortable with it and apparently you are not. I think you should tell him how you feel. Having sex with him, especially since your a virgin, would be unwise in my opinion. Save that part of yourself for someone who cares (easier said then done).

Yes, bringing this up may cause you both to feel uncomfortable at first but I think its important for you to find out where you stand with this guy. If something this important to you shreds your relationship maybe its for the best.