First Drag Show! (+ a tad bit of social anxiety)

[ChadCoxRox]

This makes an absurd amount of sense. What you said resonates with me completely and is very helpful. Thank you.

Just don't leave out the context of "alone". Since it's not the same as lonely and the place where we often might find ourselves most comfortable. Also consider your documentation. I'm a nerd. Recording, writing, drawing, playing, whatever in an effort to document the process will continue to establish the frame of the "you" who'll be found most attractive. It's okay to be into you when you work on recovering from anxiety because you'll not likely be mistaken as egotistical, narcissistic or arrogant and cultivating brings forth blooms and crops. Alas, it takes beginnings and endings and starting over and ending and planting, feeding, nurturing and hoeing. NEVER be one to avoid the hoeing.