08-23-2014, 12:40 PM
Boredom is getting the best of me.. Hence I came up with this idea of wanting to hear from you about your first love. We all have gone through our first love.. what was it like? our first kiss... heart break... etc!
However I am going to start with my story for a change.
My first love wasn't the classic love story you hear everyday or watch in the tv... It's a little unusual.
I fell in love with a straight guy (Don't ask why) I was 17 then and I was immature and stupid. Even more stupid to think that it would have been possible for me to be with him or have something with him. He was my colleague at work. I liked everything about him... His smile, his eyes, the way he talks and acts.. Just everything! Emotions started evolving. First i admired him, then I liked him, then... Well I don't know if it was love but I never had feelings that strong for anyone like i did for him.
Anyways, I got attached to him... BAD! And I couldn't just quit on him that easy... Things kept evolving until they just started revolting and developing in a negative way. It got to the point where I just couldn't bare anymore, I had to take an action and do something about it... (No judging) I just went for it, faced him and told him about it all. He freaked out and warned to never contact him again... and I didn't! for months I just felt pain and there was this fire going inside of me that I just kept missing him a lot! A month, became two... two became four and so on life moved on and so did I... I thought i was never going to meet anyone like him or even better for that matter... yet I have met people who he cannot be compared to them!
However I am going to start with my story for a change.
My first love wasn't the classic love story you hear everyday or watch in the tv... It's a little unusual.
I fell in love with a straight guy (Don't ask why) I was 17 then and I was immature and stupid. Even more stupid to think that it would have been possible for me to be with him or have something with him. He was my colleague at work. I liked everything about him... His smile, his eyes, the way he talks and acts.. Just everything! Emotions started evolving. First i admired him, then I liked him, then... Well I don't know if it was love but I never had feelings that strong for anyone like i did for him.
Anyways, I got attached to him... BAD! And I couldn't just quit on him that easy... Things kept evolving until they just started revolting and developing in a negative way. It got to the point where I just couldn't bare anymore, I had to take an action and do something about it... (No judging) I just went for it, faced him and told him about it all. He freaked out and warned to never contact him again... and I didn't! for months I just felt pain and there was this fire going inside of me that I just kept missing him a lot! A month, became two... two became four and so on life moved on and so did I... I thought i was never going to meet anyone like him or even better for that matter... yet I have met people who he cannot be compared to them!