08-29-2014, 02:33 AM
Hi everyone,
Yes, it might sound sad, but I have been curious about guys since 16 and haven't done much with them at age 38. For a long time I would browse Craigslist ads and AOL chat rooms looking to go hook up, but it never happened.
Actually, I take that back. I met a guy from an AOL chat room once and he gave me oral for about a minute before I panicked and left the room.
Lately I started returning to the idea. One guy sent me pics, and I got hard just looking at them. Then I wound up having phone sex with a few guys. (The fact that I even had the nerve to hand out my number proved to me something had changed.)
I decided that, if I were to go through with this, it might be best to go slow. So I posted some ads looking just for a jerk-off partner. Someone responded. We traded pics. Then last night we did the deed together, but only via webcam. Still, it was so hot to have this guy complimenting my body.
I'm here to talk about what I am feeling. It is a scary time for me. I just got out of a six year marriage, and I do still find women hot as hell.
Yes, it might sound sad, but I have been curious about guys since 16 and haven't done much with them at age 38. For a long time I would browse Craigslist ads and AOL chat rooms looking to go hook up, but it never happened.
Actually, I take that back. I met a guy from an AOL chat room once and he gave me oral for about a minute before I panicked and left the room.
Lately I started returning to the idea. One guy sent me pics, and I got hard just looking at them. Then I wound up having phone sex with a few guys. (The fact that I even had the nerve to hand out my number proved to me something had changed.)
I decided that, if I were to go through with this, it might be best to go slow. So I posted some ads looking just for a jerk-off partner. Someone responded. We traded pics. Then last night we did the deed together, but only via webcam. Still, it was so hot to have this guy complimenting my body.
I'm here to talk about what I am feeling. It is a scary time for me. I just got out of a six year marriage, and I do still find women hot as hell.