need a cyber hug - please

[Just Me]

:confused: :confused: :confused: :confused: I would very much like to come out but is is just not appropriate at the moment. I have a 16 year old daughter who is likely to be very confused at me for a start. I have been in a hetero marriage for 23 years but have been celibate for nearly 17 years (ever since I got pregnant with my daughter). Once I had fulfilled my body clock's desire for a child I wanted nothing more to do with a sexual relationship with my husband. He was not happy at first but got over it. He is a lot older than me (13 years) so wasn't as bothered as a younger man may have been. Once my daughter has reached full maturity both mentally and emotionally I will have to talk with her but she is in the middle of her A levels and wants to go to uni so I am not going to upset the apple cart and possible ruin her chances. I don't know for sure how she would take it but I'm not that selfish that I would risk it. All in all I'm feeling very blue at the moment and really would just love a great big cyber hug if anyone has one to give me. Thank you so much.