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I Dont Know When
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CrossNecklace Wrote:So Im 21 Years Old And Still "in The Closet". Im Not Really Liking That Phrase Much. Its Really Hard For Me But I Know Its Hard For Everyone. I Know My Family Know, My Parents And My Brothers. But I Just Cant Find The Courage To Actually Tell Them. Its Hard Enough For Me To Actually Say It When Im By Myself. I Know It'll Be Hard To Tell My Closest Friends Too. I Know They'd Understand But I Just Dont Know. How Would They Look At Me You Know? I Just Dont Know When Ill Find The Courage To Come Out To Everyone. I Mean I've Had One Girlfriend That Didnt Last Very Long. To Be Honest It Only Lasted 2 Months And That Was In High School. We Just Made Out Alot. No Sex. Though I Wanted To But I Just Know There'd Be A Problem. She Was Really Hot And Still Is. What Would She Say If I Come Out To Her Then? Some Of My Friends Have Asked Me If I Was Gay And Of Course I Said No. It Hurts When They Ask =[. But They Deserve To Know The Truth. There Are Times When I Couldnt Sleep And I Just Really Wanted To Cry And Tell Someone. I Should Stop Here I Just Want To Know What You Guys Think?

I was in the same boat as you Cross! Not everyone, but a few people knew that I swung that way, but it was left unspoken. and when people actually asked if I was gay/bi, it really hurt my feelings and I, too, said no. To this day, I still am in the closet, but about three of my close friends actually know, at first I found it difficult telling them, and I panicked thinking that they would tell other people or judge me differently, but none of that happened. You don't necessarily have to sing out your sexuality for the whole world to hear, but it's good to have a real friend to talk to about it. I've told my parents twice now but they shrugged it off as a just a phase each time. Some things should just be left unsaid. The girlfriends I have had, i've had sex with, but it took me a very long time to do the act. But I understand where your coming from, it also annoys me when friend's friends ask on one of the first times they meet me, whether i'm gay. It's a conversation killer and it makes me really paranoid.

Bobx
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I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-17-2008, 09:08 AM
I Dont Know When - by fjp999 - 11-17-2008, 09:37 AM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-17-2008, 10:46 AM
I Dont Know When - by Guy Addict - 11-17-2008, 09:33 PM
I Dont Know When - by BobBlack1988 - 11-17-2008, 10:17 PM
I Dont Know When - by yar - 11-17-2008, 11:17 PM
I Dont Know When - by Australia - 11-17-2008, 11:24 PM
I Dont Know When - by Phil - 11-17-2008, 11:28 PM
I Dont Know When - by princealbertofb - 11-18-2008, 12:25 PM
I Dont Know When - by Ralwatt - 11-18-2008, 12:37 PM
I Dont Know When - by XRIMO - 11-18-2008, 03:52 PM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-18-2008, 07:06 PM
I Dont Know When - by CardShark - 11-18-2008, 07:57 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-18-2008, 09:23 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-18-2008, 09:24 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-19-2008, 07:59 AM
I Dont Know When - by princealbertofb - 11-19-2008, 02:10 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-20-2008, 12:14 AM
I Dont Know When - by princealbertofb - 11-20-2008, 12:56 AM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-20-2008, 01:44 AM
I Dont Know When - by XRIMO - 11-20-2008, 01:48 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-20-2008, 10:27 AM
I Dont Know When - by Smurlos - 11-20-2008, 12:32 PM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-20-2008, 12:57 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-20-2008, 02:35 PM
I Dont Know When - by princealbertofb - 11-20-2008, 11:44 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-20-2008, 11:47 PM
I Dont Know When - by princealbertofb - 11-20-2008, 11:50 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-20-2008, 11:51 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-21-2008, 07:42 AM
I Dont Know When - by Bob - 11-21-2008, 01:02 PM
I Dont Know When - by Woolfe - 11-21-2008, 01:23 PM
I Dont Know When - by Australia - 11-22-2008, 01:30 AM
I Dont Know When - by Star Twister - 11-23-2008, 06:27 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-23-2008, 06:44 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-24-2008, 07:56 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-24-2008, 07:58 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-24-2008, 08:18 AM
I Dont Know When - by fjp999 - 11-24-2008, 08:40 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-24-2008, 08:43 AM
I Dont Know When - by fjp999 - 11-24-2008, 08:48 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-24-2008, 09:52 AM
I Dont Know When - by fjp999 - 11-24-2008, 10:01 AM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-24-2008, 10:56 AM
I Dont Know When - by Star Twister - 11-24-2008, 07:13 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-24-2008, 11:07 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-26-2008, 08:07 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-26-2008, 08:21 AM
I Dont Know When - by fjp999 - 11-26-2008, 08:52 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-26-2008, 09:07 AM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-26-2008, 11:29 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-26-2008, 09:53 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-26-2008, 11:26 PM
I Dont Know When - by zeon - 11-26-2008, 11:59 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-27-2008, 12:15 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-27-2008, 12:17 AM
I Dont Know When - by Australia - 11-27-2008, 12:20 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-27-2008, 12:30 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-27-2008, 12:31 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-27-2008, 12:05 PM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-27-2008, 12:07 PM
I Dont Know When - by XRIMO - 11-27-2008, 01:09 PM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-27-2008, 05:35 PM
I Dont Know When - by joseph - 11-27-2008, 06:04 PM
I Dont Know When - by Star Twister - 11-27-2008, 06:27 PM
I Dont Know When - by fredv3b - 11-27-2008, 08:29 PM
I Dont Know When - by princealbertofb - 11-28-2008, 12:04 AM
I Dont Know When - by sox-and-the-city - 11-28-2008, 01:56 AM
I Dont Know When - by fjp999 - 11-28-2008, 05:15 AM
I Dont Know When - by Australia - 11-29-2008, 02:06 AM
I Dont Know When - by Phil - 11-29-2008, 02:15 AM
I Dont Know When - by Australia - 11-29-2008, 02:33 AM
I Dont Know When - by Phil - 11-29-2008, 02:41 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-29-2008, 09:08 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-29-2008, 09:14 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-29-2008, 09:16 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-29-2008, 09:26 AM
I Dont Know When - by marshlander - 11-29-2008, 10:16 AM
I Dont Know When - by CrossNecklace - 11-29-2008, 08:55 PM

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