was I deceived or was that okay??

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it isn't my fault when I am a student, barely have enough to eat and have a trip abroad coming up and just needed some cash to manage myself out there.. Every man needs help everyonce in a while.. Since when was that a mistake?.. It was a mistake to ask the asshole who ditched me and hasn't contacted me again

We all have to go throught the "pissing poor student" period. You have to manage your expenses wisely and when you can't do stuff, then you can't. Simple and pragmatic thinking.

Yes, it is a mistake to trust other people when it comes to money. Ask for it if you want to but keep a cold head because money is a sore topic and these kind of results shouldn't come as a surprise.