I think my wanting to see a man naked has made me gay

[knickerbuck]

ok let me be psychological in my approach to this .. what do you think has made you gay .. but before we proceed, please note that if you believe that you were born gay then this thread is not for you to discuss with me with. i do believe that gayness is shaped by environmental factors.. just like in my case .. growing up .. i seldom saw the naked male body, i grew up with 3 sisters and as kids we would often bathe with each other and do silly stuff together, so the female physique is no stranger to me and i guess the supposed to be attraction i was supposed to have with women was neutralized by that, because as in i really have ZERO attraction to women .. maybe even negative .. LOL .. i told Emiliano abt this in his thread and that i also lack a strong male figure in my family, who would ought to have helped me out of my shell... i remain starved to be guided by a male figure .. so i would like to exaggerate on nakedness .. i think my wanting to see a man naked has made me gay.. to tell you i have never seen my dad (totally) naked ... as in without a underwear and all. he is 76 i am 25 i guess that explains why .. although he and i are close .. well i can say that, i have never bathed with him.. i think that is the only missing element in our relationship .. i dont know what, would you help me find out this phenomenon.. attraction to male nakedness. i have overheard my schoolmates talking before that they often bathe with their fathers that could have made them straight, continual exposure to something could affect your sexual energy like for me barely seeing a man naked could have contributed to my hunger to want to see even more nakedness. what i am trying to say is sex has energy and deprivation or exposure can either intensify gray areas in it or neutralize parts of your libido .. what do you think?