I want natural born children and to keep dating guys

[InbetweenDreams]

Children are not a game.

No they aren't. A few years ago I was having drinks with a female friend of mine and at the time she didn't know I was gay. I was living in a small village and didn't want to be out in fears of losing my job well...I later find out her husband and her kids are gone and she comes on to me and knowing she had kids and me being gay that I wouldn't do it. She was ready too, and even though I'm gay I damn near did it and the only reason I didn't was because she had kids and I told her I'm not going to be a homewrecker. I had times in my childhood where my mother and father split up for a while and things just cam unraveled. My grandparents would come by (my dad's side) and my mom and her dumb bimbo friend at work hid us in the closet and and I could hear them say they couldn't see us....

That's not the kind of bullshit I want to start up for a 3 and 5 year old kid over being drunk and horny one night....gay or not.