Lost friend

[Ammon]

Like I said on my other thread that I was feeling a bit nostalgic and it led me to login to my old e-mail.

As I was scrolling down, I notice my former best friend sended me a mail. I didn't spoke to her for two years the day I moved to a differend city. She was always happy for me that I was in a relationship but she wasn't happy to hear that I was moving out. So we went our seperate ways..

The mail was from a year ago. Saying that she was trying to contact me but my number doesn't excist anymore. And this was the only way to try and contact me. Which is true because I deactivated my facebook and every other social medias, also changed my number.

"I remember her last text when I texted her I'm going to miss you like hell"

But she texted back "that's life"

That hurt like hell since then never heard from her.

Yesterday I decided to call her.
When she asked "who am I speaking with"
Me: Have you already forgotten my voice?
She: AMMON!!!??? *started crying*
Me: *crying aswell*

😢

After 5 min talking we decided to meet.
Today I'm going to see her. I'm very excited but also nervous.

Because well my relationship isn't going so well and I have no idea what to say. If I'm going to tell the truth when she asks about it. I think I'm going to burst in tears and that's not how I want it to go after not seeying her in two years..

Any good advice would be much appreciated.