11-06-2016, 05:49 AM
I just came out to my parents today, and boy were they angry... my mom said said she's so sad I told her this, and that's its true; she said she's not sure if she will be able to even look at me the same again.
I just over heard them talking about letting me go because of all this "stress" I've put on them??
Now, I'm regretting I've ever said anything; I'm about lose everything now. I feel so ashamed of myself.
I told them if I leave, then I'm dying right there on the spot. They said nothing and sent me out.
What am I ever to do? This is just not worth it. Going through all this pain, but it was eating me alive.
I just think: "Jesus what the hell was I thinking"?
I had mentioned this to them a while back, sort of bluntly, but I think then they just brushed it off their shoulders and tried harder to change me.
I just over heard them talking about letting me go because of all this "stress" I've put on them??
Now, I'm regretting I've ever said anything; I'm about lose everything now. I feel so ashamed of myself.
I told them if I leave, then I'm dying right there on the spot. They said nothing and sent me out.
What am I ever to do? This is just not worth it. Going through all this pain, but it was eating me alive.
I just think: "Jesus what the hell was I thinking"?
I had mentioned this to them a while back, sort of bluntly, but I think then they just brushed it off their shoulders and tried harder to change me.