11-06-2016, 04:52 PM
I'm like 48, have quite a bit of social anxiety, especially around guys that I'm attracted to... How much longer of pain and suffering in this lonely space I created for myself that I have to continue this life alone, doing IT ALL by myself? Just lately I'm really feeling like it's NEVER going to get better for me. The experiences I have with men keep leaving me very empty. It's becoming very hard to 'be happy', positive, and open to people. How do you keep on in life when I feel life keeps shitting on me? I'm STARVED for a REAL and HOT relationship with a man that is RIGHT for me... TIRED of all the BULLSHIT.