From a Top to exclusively a Bottom

[Jaycee]

When I first came out of the closet as gay man when I was twenty two years old I was more interested in being the dom partner and being a top. I am not saying that I was never a bottom or anything like that because I really was but when I would be dating men that is the role that I was somehow stuck with. I had always dealt with being Transgender but it wasn't as strong as it is now.

Now all I want to be is the Bottom the next time I am in a relationship with a guy. I have no desire to be the top at all, not like I didn't enjoy being the top its just not for me anymore. Even now when I tell ex boyfriends that I am that way they are like why and I am like why not and I am not sure if some of that with me stems from being transgender or what but that is how I feel and want to be. I want a man to take charge of me and dominate me and so on.

Just venting about it I guess.