I'm very new, new to the site and to being with guys

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I'm Matt (not my real name but cant use real name).

It's nice to meet you all.

I'm very new to being into this whole thing.

I find myself testing my situation but then regretting how I test my boundaries.

I find myself ashamed of how I spend my time. I'm ashamed of my urges.

Fortunately I'm learning to forgive myself because I'm human afterall.

I'd love to talk to anyone and everyone about anything.

I'm fun to talk to. I promise. Or atleast I can fake it pretty well, and you'd never know the difference.