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Finally got around to joning
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fredv3b Wrote:But how did it feel being the centre of his attention, wondering if something might come of it, etc.

heh, ya know I'd been on maybe 3 or 4 dates total with women.. I was always uncomfortable and apathetic in them. I wasn't interested in what I was doing.. I just figured "she's not the one." cos you know.. "guys like girls" that's just how it works.. especially coming from a small southern town in the us.. gay people just "didn't exist." you never saw a gay couple out in public or in school or anything. The few times that you DID see them they would catch sneers and under the breath comments from friends and family members..

I don't live there anymore. I don't really like visiting either because the place is so.. small world ya know?

but again I ramble.. (I do this lol.)

Yes.. my dates with guys have been exiting and interesting! I've enjoyed meeting them (again 3 or 4 dates so far.. I'm sorta having to start all over..) enjoyed going out and spending time with them.. tho none of them have worked out.. it has been my fault on all but 1 of them. (I have a tendency to push people away.. I think because I'm not entirely comfortable with my sexuality yet..) Now that I think about it.. I bet that 1 was my fault too.. but I was really into him.. I think I freaked him out.

DarkDaisuke Wrote:Welcome Lol lucky you you get to be the non obvious gay; according to my friends Im blatantly obvious

I guess I am lucky in that respect. I have a lot of interests that tbh I've suppressed over the years because they weren't masculine.. my mother was so much into arts and crafts I couldn't help but pick up on her knack for it. Right now I have a wine bottle in my garage that I plan to wrap in twine and put in my bookshelf in the living room. I would have already done it but I needed it for putting gas in my project truck lol.

I tell you tho it does get old having people constantly asking me about a GF. My father keeps telling me to go on eharmony and "find myself a girl" tells me "you're not getting any younger" and "you have to start dating if you want to be married in a few years."

My company employs more gay men than straight men. We work in the medical field so there's a lot of ex nurses. I don't think even my gay coworkers know about me. Though, I may have given hints to one of them. He's a cool guy and I'd like to be friends with him.. he also has a fashion sense that I'm just dying to emulate. I try to be good with clothes, and I enjoy shopping for them, especially with a friend that actually cares.. (my female friends abandon me "I'll be in the girl's section when you're done." Sad )but I don't always have it nailed down. I don't like mismatched colors.. so black pants/belt/shoes/socks that are different types of black bug me. I'm trying to get beyond that as it's severely limiting my wardrobe to avoid black.
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Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-06-2010, 01:26 AM
Finally got around to joning - by fenris - 11-06-2010, 01:35 AM
Finally got around to joning - by xHurtAngelx - 11-06-2010, 01:36 AM
Finally got around to joning - by matty7 - 11-06-2010, 01:38 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Genersis - 11-06-2010, 01:51 AM
Finally got around to joning - by TimmyThink - 11-06-2010, 01:59 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-06-2010, 02:10 AM
Finally got around to joning - by TuxSky - 11-06-2010, 03:26 AM
Finally got around to joning - by DarkDaisuke - 11-06-2010, 07:48 AM
Finally got around to joning - by fredv3b - 11-06-2010, 07:49 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-06-2010, 04:08 PM
Finally got around to joning - by fredv3b - 11-06-2010, 04:44 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Rychard the Lionheart - 11-06-2010, 05:37 PM
Finally got around to joning - by SlipknotRlZZ - 11-06-2010, 08:42 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Synaesthete - 11-06-2010, 09:51 PM
Finally got around to joning - by princealbertofb - 11-06-2010, 11:49 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-07-2010, 02:15 AM
Finally got around to joning - by princealbertofb - 11-07-2010, 03:01 AM
Finally got around to joning - by LoneSomeDove2182 - 11-07-2010, 04:23 AM
Finally got around to joning - by fredv3b - 11-07-2010, 10:25 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-07-2010, 03:38 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Aaycle - 11-07-2010, 05:23 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-07-2010, 05:40 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Aaycle - 11-07-2010, 06:10 PM
Finally got around to joning - by fredv3b - 11-07-2010, 09:22 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-08-2010, 01:06 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Ultra - 11-08-2010, 06:31 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Snow - 11-08-2010, 06:43 AM
Finally got around to joning - by Aaycle - 11-11-2010, 06:59 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-14-2010, 04:53 PM
Finally got around to joning - by nokaly - 11-14-2010, 05:18 PM
Finally got around to joning - by Dville118 - 11-14-2010, 08:46 PM

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