11-08-2010, 01:04 AM
And possibly... giving it away I guess. I've had a fair amount of chances to lose it but I always back out. It's just how I was raised I guess, I feel like if I give it away I'll be "dirty" or something and I think I'll feel guilty about it; I'm just like that. I don't know why I keep thinking it's a big deal, I can't say I'll "Wait till I'm married" since that's illegal here.
I've been thinking that maybe if I get another opportunity I should just take it and get this over with so that sex wouldn't feel like such a big thing anymore. I mean... I know my brother lost his years ago, why am I so afraid? @_@
Am I just being a baby?
I've been thinking that maybe if I get another opportunity I should just take it and get this over with so that sex wouldn't feel like such a big thing anymore. I mean... I know my brother lost his years ago, why am I so afraid? @_@
Am I just being a baby?