11-11-2010, 02:47 AM
This is just my way of venting but here goes nothing. I'm tired of being alone I really am. Its othing but hurt. Yes I have friends who love me but that just doesn't fill the void I feel whenever I see a couple around.
Tonight Im feeling quite depressed because I just learned that a close friend of mine had a friend over a few days ago and there was a gay single man in his house who apparently had a lot of the same interests as me. This is typical for my luck; miss a chance to perhaps make a new friend or more. I don't have many gay friends sadly and well it ticked me off that another possibility had slipped by. They had considered calling me but I was in school.
This happened over summer as well; I had a whole bunch of chances and I tried going after them but then something happened or the guy found someone else. I'm tired of this happening; all these chances and not one I get a shot at... Sigh that is all; if you read through all this I applaud you.
Tonight Im feeling quite depressed because I just learned that a close friend of mine had a friend over a few days ago and there was a gay single man in his house who apparently had a lot of the same interests as me. This is typical for my luck; miss a chance to perhaps make a new friend or more. I don't have many gay friends sadly and well it ticked me off that another possibility had slipped by. They had considered calling me but I was in school.
This happened over summer as well; I had a whole bunch of chances and I tried going after them but then something happened or the guy found someone else. I'm tired of this happening; all these chances and not one I get a shot at... Sigh that is all; if you read through all this I applaud you.
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