11-15-2010, 06:13 PM
Hi,
I have had this issue basically my whole life. I have always found women attractive. I never see guys anywhere that I find myself attracted to. I have only had realtionships with women. Never had any experiences with men. However, my sexual fantasies have always been the opposite. I have always gotten turned on by watching gay porn, reading gay erotica, etc.
I have had sexual fantasies about men virtually every day of my life since I hit puberty.
I never have sexual fantasies about women. I have always liked sex with women but usually turn my thoughts to men to ejaculate. Baiscally when I masturbate I always feel gay, but feel straight otherwise. I also am not lying to myself. If I am gay, why don't I look at guys I see anywhere and become attracted to them. I see women all of the time, who I do find attractive.
I'd appreciate your thoughts
I have had this issue basically my whole life. I have always found women attractive. I never see guys anywhere that I find myself attracted to. I have only had realtionships with women. Never had any experiences with men. However, my sexual fantasies have always been the opposite. I have always gotten turned on by watching gay porn, reading gay erotica, etc.
I have had sexual fantasies about men virtually every day of my life since I hit puberty.
I never have sexual fantasies about women. I have always liked sex with women but usually turn my thoughts to men to ejaculate. Baiscally when I masturbate I always feel gay, but feel straight otherwise. I also am not lying to myself. If I am gay, why don't I look at guys I see anywhere and become attracted to them. I see women all of the time, who I do find attractive.
I'd appreciate your thoughts
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