Really messed up - need help

[azkid]

Hi I am 26 and just recently came out and I really need advice and help.

Basically I feel like I have gone nuts. I hid this for a long time and then decided to be open about it and I've told everyone. But then I started being really extreme - going to gay parties all the time, getting really drunk, having sex.

At a party on the weekend I got extremely drunk and started dry humping and making out with guys and then I went home with a guy and had sex. I don't even recognize who I am anymore and I feel like people who know me don't want to hang out with me because of my constant drunkenness and horniness.

It's so hard to explain this and how I feel. I know the obvious solution is to stop drinking and just stop being so extreme. I know I probably sound like a total idiot right now. But people I know have told me the way I have reacted to this is actually perfectly normal - many people react extremely crazy after they first come out.

Please someone tell me if this is normal or not. I feel really really depressed about what I did this weekend.