12-28-2010, 08:31 AM
Me and my boyfriend of 2 years just recently broke up a few months ago. I can't stop thinking about him. I love him so much but i don't know if he feels the same way. I have a feeling i can get him back but i don't know what to do.
He was seeing this guy for 2 months when i first started talking to him. He decided he didn't want to be in the relationship he was in and instead be with me. He left him and we dated for the next 2 years. He moved in after 6 months of dating. While we were dating he would always mention his boyfriend he was with before me and how much better he was at certain things. He knew i was jealous of him but he still stayed with me. We lived together for a year and a half and when we broke up, it wasn't pretty. It didn't end on a good note. So when it was made official we stopped talking to each other and he finally moves out. It was a big change for the both of us.
So last week he comes into my work and sits at one of my tables. I'm a server. He tells me that he found his ex boyfriend from before we started dating. He said he has been obsessing over finding him and finally succeeded. He told me they hung out and already had sex. He also tells me he still likes me.
I love him to death and want him back badly. He came to talk to me more about stuff and said he wants us both but he wants to give him a chance that he never gave him. I am so scared that he might like him more than me and i will lose him forever. What do i do?! I was thinking about writing a letter to his family, whom which i am very close with each and everyone of them, and a letter to him. But what do i say? I know i am better than this guy but he says he is better than me in other ways.
Please someone out there give me advice on what to do!
He was seeing this guy for 2 months when i first started talking to him. He decided he didn't want to be in the relationship he was in and instead be with me. He left him and we dated for the next 2 years. He moved in after 6 months of dating. While we were dating he would always mention his boyfriend he was with before me and how much better he was at certain things. He knew i was jealous of him but he still stayed with me. We lived together for a year and a half and when we broke up, it wasn't pretty. It didn't end on a good note. So when it was made official we stopped talking to each other and he finally moves out. It was a big change for the both of us.
So last week he comes into my work and sits at one of my tables. I'm a server. He tells me that he found his ex boyfriend from before we started dating. He said he has been obsessing over finding him and finally succeeded. He told me they hung out and already had sex. He also tells me he still likes me.
I love him to death and want him back badly. He came to talk to me more about stuff and said he wants us both but he wants to give him a chance that he never gave him. I am so scared that he might like him more than me and i will lose him forever. What do i do?! I was thinking about writing a letter to his family, whom which i am very close with each and everyone of them, and a letter to him. But what do i say? I know i am better than this guy but he says he is better than me in other ways.
Please someone out there give me advice on what to do!
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