To all my Gs friends, i am gonna become a monk soon

[scottymorg]

As lately my life doesnt go well and i just realized that i've been always in bad situation.
the bf i love with all my heart just passed away, i got dumped in the worst way, have done obnoxious thing and being a liar to someone...

Since i've been on here, u guys really help me especially, Josh, Gareth, Doug, PA, Timmy and many others that i cant remember their real name since i never asked... and Rikki my disappearing friend too. U guys really help me a lot... but what i am facing right now is too much for me to stand... i am too young to handle it.

I've spent a few days to decide this, and i think becoming a monk (buddhist monk) will help me... i will become a monk as soon as i graduate which means it's in a month.. and i need to tell everybody who my lifes got involved with so far. And u all are those ppl as well.

I wont ever get online again... i need to disappear on internet forever... it's real shame for me as well, i am so depressed to do this... but i can't find any better way. And monk told me it's good if i wanna forget something bad

So i just dont want u guys to forget me, i wont too. If one of u want to come to Thailand. U can visit me here...

So i wont say good bye... cuz it's not farewell.
Take care everyone.
ur friend,
scotty