isnt being gay kinda lonely

[Anjel_LoneWolf]

myself have found of late,

that being a fag ish teh most lonliest way of life :S

not "sad"

just kinda lonely

ive always felt >_<;

atm i have a very sweet and understand bf ^_^

who makes me very very happy, even tho he lives too far away and we only get to see each othe once a week,


but this only strengthens my views

and yeh being gay is very lonely,

you'l always have friends and clubs family and bfs, but generally its quite lonely i feel,


iunno maybe its just me ^_^

sorry to waste ya'ls time

ive been depressed of late ^_^;;'

Kain

(edit)

Also when u were confused abut yourself at an early age or you knew and didnt know where to go or what to do

it just enforces the lonely-ness

i was reading in a magazine that somthing ridiculous like 65% of gay men are depressed, or feel inadaquit

then we have gay culture on our backs to be first off it was gay men wanted muscle beff cake dudes

now its twinky kinda boyos

so every gay man to fit into the gay culture trys to slim down and stay thin Etc

cuz tbfh, in a club most guys can be rather shallow,

and thats the final nail in the coffin!!


Gay clubs, if i go to a Gay club i goto find myself a guy i can connect with?

or like just get to know have some fun with (not that kinda fun, yet) and generally, get to know sum1

ive been clubbing and i had lotsa guys wanted to fuck my brains out, and shoving an assortment of drugs in my face

to any fag coming out and experiencing a gay club unless he understands that "im going to the toilet brb" is code for "follow after me in 5mins for a quciky" he'l be confused and not know where to go or where he stands,

and first sexual experiences for younger fags especially casual ones are traumatising emotionally, rienforcing the fact that being gay is lonely

Maybe not so much for the older generation of gay guys, or even my generation or wthvr,

but for the younger fags just coming out, its very scary lonely and like urm, "walking into the unkown"

as its also very hard to find a really attractive guy who isnt an asshole