08-12-2007, 02:21 AM
I bring this thread from the very depths.
yeah, actually that's what i feel rite now... i'm feeling that coming out of the closet seems as if you were suddenly forced to dare into a strange new way of life; what my parents told me (their first impression), is that it was going to be quite difficult and i ws going to suffer (¬.¬, lovely), you know, it feels as if i jumped into dark space, when i finish school in four months and i go to uni i'll have to struggle for my life more than any other mate, it seems as if all this deal of closet and admitting homosexuality is an extra obstacle in life... i see other guys at school that have a job, have their girlfriends, they've earned an important level of life-autonomy, they are squeezing and enjoying their treenage days; and it seems horribly unfair that on the other side there's a guy desperately trying to feel comfortably surrounded and still 'taking out the cloak', makes me sad to feel as if i'm in the pit watching life go by, lacking of a shoulder to cry; as if it was sort of punishment of being gay... dunno, as if we were forced to a harder steeplechase.
Exactly, i agree, that's why carrying a gay life is lonely, approximately 10% of people are homosexual, so it's 90% more difficult for us to find the right person, 'love of our life'.
Anjel_LoneWolf Wrote:but for the younger fags just coming out, its very scary lonely and like urm, "walking into the unkown"
as its also very hard to find a really attractive guy who isnt an asshole
yeah, actually that's what i feel rite now... i'm feeling that coming out of the closet seems as if you were suddenly forced to dare into a strange new way of life; what my parents told me (their first impression), is that it was going to be quite difficult and i ws going to suffer (¬.¬, lovely), you know, it feels as if i jumped into dark space, when i finish school in four months and i go to uni i'll have to struggle for my life more than any other mate, it seems as if all this deal of closet and admitting homosexuality is an extra obstacle in life... i see other guys at school that have a job, have their girlfriends, they've earned an important level of life-autonomy, they are squeezing and enjoying their treenage days; and it seems horribly unfair that on the other side there's a guy desperately trying to feel comfortably surrounded and still 'taking out the cloak', makes me sad to feel as if i'm in the pit watching life go by, lacking of a shoulder to cry; as if it was sort of punishment of being gay... dunno, as if we were forced to a harder steeplechase.
saltybeanz Wrote:Also the fact that my friends can just go out and pull basically anywhere? But then I have the whole is he gay, I cant try if he isnt how do I find out etc.
Exactly, i agree, that's why carrying a gay life is lonely, approximately 10% of people are homosexual, so it's 90% more difficult for us to find the right person, 'love of our life'.
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