08-17-2011, 10:52 PM
marshlander Wrote:You seem to be on a path that is leading you increasingly to be with men. Something is driving you and it is probably more than idle curiosity. Mother Nature has a way of making us pay attention, specially when we have spent a long time ignoring her.
The question is really are you okay with falling into a pattern of random encounters with strangers or would you be more comfortable seeing if there was anything more substantial to a relationship than a fumble and a mind-blowing orgasm?
what do u mean? i am desiring more and more by the day to be with men. i feel like i am meant to please cock and to be pleased by it. its a sensation that i really find amazing.. i have fought my desire for years, the more i fight it the more i want it, crave it. i want to have relationship with men, see how it is, feels. the word gay turns me on, the thought of cock drives me crazy, i want to just admit that i am gay and start enjoying it