I must be a loser

[Udabar]

Ok, I have been single for a year and four months. Thats a long time. I have only dated 2 guys my entire life and I have been out since I was 16... *counts on fingers*... Thats... going to be 8 years in May I have been out. My first relationship lasted 6 months and I broke up with him because he was a dork. Yes I told him that when I broke up with him. The second one was living in England for 6 years and had moved back and we dated for a month. I was, as the British would say, pissed drunk when I broke up with him. :biggrin:

Ok, maybe someone can help me... I cant quite get why I cant find someone to make me happy. I am always attracting the whores, nerds or fat people (no offense to any of them, just not my taste) Could I be being to picky? Maybe I'm to good for all the people around here? I live in a military town if that help and no that isn't a good thing. If anyone is in the military they know, it makes you dumb. So everyone in this town is like permanently blond... Maybe I need to uglify myself some more... I don't know if that possible, I'm already ugly enough.

I will tell you one thing, I am bad a approaching other people and talking to them unless I'm drunk and thats not cute. Someone hitting on you when they are drunk is so unattractive, well at least I think it is. I am a very shy person and tend to stick to people I know and feel comfortable around. I guess that would be a good thing...

I think I just need to move somewhere where I will be happier. I hate this town with all my heart and soul. I have lived here my whole life... born and raised. Secretly I hate the USA.... but don't tell the government that, they might arrest me for some lame charges. Yeah, I'm not going to get on that subject... Anyways... I don't have any money right now to move so I guess I will have to deal with what I have... Free room, free food, free internet, free cable... FREE FREE FREE... cant complain. Anywho, if any one has any help or just want to laugh at me, go ahead, I'm all eyes.:tongue: (hehehe..Cant be all ears because your not speaking your typing... see.. were on the internet.. and .. oh never mind... :tongue: )