Was there a moment you realized that you were gay?

[Zet]

I think it was somewhere around age of 16-17 when I started to notice the guy instead of the girls in porno, now I most watch gay porn. When I look back at it now there were clear signs that I might become it, but as innocent as a kid can be they know nothing about sexuality. I am still not sure... But I've never crushed on someone, girl nor guy or asked anyone out, might because I am very shy but still. There is only one girl that I've had a crush on and it was a Finnish cutie from my class during my elementary school, I still harbor the same feelings and I am not sure why, guess the first love is always the strongest.