12-20-2011, 05:30 AM
One thing i have never ceased to notice is that in nearly every relationship i have been in, whether it be with a man or a woman, i always cringe when touchedâ¦.granted i do enjoy holding hands and what not, but everytime someone hugs or kisses me it only seems natural for my body to instantly cringe awayâ¦yet when i do it, it feels completely natural for me at the time. it honestly makes no sense in my mind.
And the topic of making out with someone, that requires more of an emotional feel rather than purely an intellectual feel.....something i find quite hard to do. While i have gotten better at masking my AS, and better still at conveying and understanding emotions, i've just never been able to connect with someone emotionally on a sexual level, and plus, it can only go so far.
Question is, is there any way i could possibly improve on that, or is there just no chemistry whatsoever?
And the topic of making out with someone, that requires more of an emotional feel rather than purely an intellectual feel.....something i find quite hard to do. While i have gotten better at masking my AS, and better still at conveying and understanding emotions, i've just never been able to connect with someone emotionally on a sexual level, and plus, it can only go so far.
Question is, is there any way i could possibly improve on that, or is there just no chemistry whatsoever?