Forbidden Love

[Anonymous]

I have a wonderful -no, amazing -still no, fantastic -still not enough, the epitome of the best guy you will meet, friend. I could go into details of what makes him so great to me, but it doesn't matter in the context of this post. The issue that I need help with is that I have fallen hard for him, very hard, but he's already in a long relationship. Wrong thoughts keep going through my mind. My heart creeps closer to him. And I keep wanting more, but that is not my place, I know this. I fight and fight so hard against it. I berate myself every time my mind strays. As much as I desire him, it is wrong and I need help keeping him just a friend, because his friendship means so much to me. How to I fix my head so I stop having those thoughts and ideas?