neeed help...

[tom]

Hi, my name is tom and im currently 18 years 3 months old. This doubt is regarding the gay thing, so u mi8 want to close this if you r not comfy. Others kindly read it once and tell me what u think.

so.. recently (the second time im sleeping with someone) i slept with a guy. It was horrible for me. I mean my dick was not hard at all!!! the guy was abt 25 years old and trust me he was very hot and fit. he was kind too. we started kissing and hugging and all. his dick was quite haaaard. i kinda liked it too. we did all kinds of foreplay. then i started sucking him and he enjoyed it. then he went down on me and yeahhhh no wood!! i was so embarrased. he asked me if its my first time and i told him that it was my second time. he said its normal and asked me to be relaxed. i WAS relaxed... more than relaxed.. he tried a lot.. i almost felt sorry for him.. i asked if there was porn and he said yes.. we started watching porn and still my dick ditched me..

he tried to suck me.. but it was of no use.. i told him leave it.. then he said its okay and he said "we'll try next time!!"...

the moment i went home, started thinking abt how hot he was and i started shagging like anything.. then my stupid dick worked fine!!

so im really scared.. is this normal?? or im not gay?? or am i not sexually active(besides the fact that i shag twice a day)??

the first time was also with a man and it was horrible than this second time. i hated that guy.

let me tell u few things about me. i like to watch gay porn and if i get bored i start watching straight porn. never tried sex with girls. i usually (only once) dont shag with my hand, instead i fuck my bed with the underwear on.

so wat should i do now? i need to wait for sometime? and not take any hasty decision about my sexuality immediatly?

thank you for your time...