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not sure who I am
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Hey Everybody! Happy New Year!
I am 25yo guy, and not completely sure what is happening to me. Need your advice and experience!
As long as I can recall, I have never been seriously attracted to women...all those conversations and comments by my 100% straight friends never really appealed to me, niether could women’s beauty turn me on. Short-hair cut, a bit of stubble, a bit of hoarse voice, sporty body, good brain...these are things that could always draw my attention, and If at some point in my life I made a friend having all of the above and who showed some attention to me – after a while I would start feeling something I never felt for a woman: the desire to hold his hand, kiss him, give him a hug, start missing a person tremendously!...some small but very meaningful things as It seems to me...Until now those feeling have never been mutual and never been revealed to any of those who invoked them, mostly because I was 100% sure the people were straight,...What really stops me from coming out of closet (above all - to myself!) is the fact that well...being ultimately frank I cannot really imagine myself sleeping with a boy – the gay sex seems too unnatural to me, and in fact straight porn appeales to me much more than does gay-porn – I cannot imagine myself in either of the roles. However, even in the case of the straight porn I really pay attention to male characters only. So, here it is. I am sorry for being probably a bit vulgar, but there is no other way and place for me to share my concerns. Is being attracted emotionally to men is the main thing for considering yourself gay? Or being fond of gay-sex matters most? I agree all this might seem quite stupid, but still...Thank you a lot in advance! I would appreciate all the comments and thoughts!
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not sure who I am - by Kusya - 01-02-2012, 01:15 AM
not sure who I am - by fredv3b - 01-02-2012, 01:28 AM
not sure who I am - by princealbertofb - 01-02-2012, 01:30 AM
not sure who I am - by HollandofFrance - 01-11-2012, 04:24 AM
not sure who I am - by icanuc - 01-11-2012, 06:32 AM
not sure who I am - by AirBorn - 01-12-2012, 07:03 PM
not sure who I am - by BYoNexus - 01-13-2012, 01:09 AM
not sure who I am - by ManicReptile21 - 01-13-2012, 01:32 AM
not sure who I am - by EricOntario - 01-17-2012, 12:25 AM

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