I guess its my turn to intro myself

[atb3591]

Hey everyone,

This is my first post on gayspeak and i should probably let you know that I'm still closeted. I don't have any particular guy in mind (besides Michael Buble haha) but I know that I am attracted to both guys and women. I've done really well with women in the past, but I think it might be because I am gay, or bi? I'm in college and I want to experience everything I can. I'm an acting major at school and I'm surrounded by girls and effeminate guys. I try to flirt with all of the girls I can, but I think that I am just trying to convince myself that I'm straight. I've had a couple run ins with other guys, but nothing crazy...but I want to explore that side of me.

I lived with a few of my guy friends from school last year and I felt really attracted to my buddy Josh. We've been good friends for a while now, but I'm like 99% sure he's straight. Its probably better to keep us as friends because I would never want to lose him, but why am I so attracted to him?

One scenario that really got me thinking was during a show at school. I dressed as a transvestite, and I had to wear panties and everything, and I also shaved my legs and wore makeup. Turns out I loved it.

For some reason, I still feel the need to be "that" guy who all the girls love, but I think its time for me to do something for me, and get the courage to try something outside the norm.

Any ideas on what I should do? Please give me some pointers!

Confused and excited,

Andrew