He bailed.... Again.

[Anonymous]

He keeps on bailing on me. I don't know what to think of it. He said he would see me and my friends, he bails. He said he would come over to mine for a bit, he bails. He said he would stay the night, he bails. I never know what to think when he bails but I know it doesn't make me happy. We are fine when I do see him but it doesn't seem like I see him that often. It's just I fell like shit and tonight he bailed so I told him its all up to him. I fell sad and confused and then the stupid thought come to my head (Is it my fault? Why isn't he coming over? BLAH BLAH BLAH!). So this is just me felling shitty and venting, posting anonymously cos I can't be bothered with being me at the moment.