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Having a hard time understanding
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I'm really confused about myself I can't figure it out. I've had one serious relationship with a women and have had some great sex with women . I realized that I was getting turned on my gay porn and started watching it more often and later found myself fooling around with men a few times and I enjoyed it. The last sex I had was with a women and it was awesome! The way it happened the places we were fooling around the tub the pool I've never done that before and it was exciting. Before her I had sex with this one girl and I couldn't believe I pulled her and that she was down for sex so we did it and It was very memorable she was very beautiful.

Now the few guys I fooled around with it felt fun and it was exciting I told one of them I wasn't gay and he said that he thinks I am? He didn't know me and he said just because he gave me a blow job that I was gay. He said he wanted to kiss me so bad and I really didnt feel the same way because I just can't see myself kissing a man another guy tried to Kiss me but I stopped him because again I don't like to kiss men I'm not sure why im just not into kissing guys.




Now these were all spread out within the last 4 years and the last time I had sex was with a women who was very big and I guess it was ok I've had some fun sex with chubby women I actually like having sex with chubby women more than very skinny women.

Ok here's why I'm confused when I look at porn I look at gay porn more often than straight porn I feel like straight porn doesn't get me hard as fast as gay porn does and when I cum from straight porn only s little bit cums out. Its turned into gay porn and thoughts turning me on instantly and anything else I'm either limp or semi chub I don't understand this? Because when it comes down to sex with women I get hard so fast and I enjoy it I also feel like some people think I'm gay I don't have any real proof of them thinking this buty friend told me to come out of the closet in s joking manor and that led me to believe he might so sometimes I feel like I might act gay even though I've been told I'm straight acting so I act gay sometimes as in stereo typical gay voice or mannerisms? Haha

Got any advice on this situation maybe you can helpe figure it out? I'd really appreciate it thanks.

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Having a hard time understanding - by Rutstuck - 02-01-2012, 10:08 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by Eromir - 02-01-2012, 10:34 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by pellaz - 02-01-2012, 10:36 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by Rutstuck - 02-02-2012, 12:38 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by Cunobelin - 02-02-2012, 12:49 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by Pix - 02-02-2012, 12:56 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by pellaz - 02-02-2012, 01:01 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by Cunobelin - 02-02-2012, 01:09 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by azulai - 02-02-2012, 01:14 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by Rainbowmum - 02-02-2012, 01:33 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by LateBloomer - 02-02-2012, 09:15 AM
Having a hard time understanding - by Bowyn Aerrow - 02-02-2012, 12:23 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by BobInTampa - 02-02-2012, 03:40 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by princealbertofb - 02-02-2012, 08:16 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by princealbertofb - 02-02-2012, 08:27 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by Person66 - 02-02-2012, 10:03 PM
Having a hard time understanding - by Rutstuck - 02-02-2012, 10:59 PM

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