New Date

[Alwaysconfused]

OK! So I had my 1st date with this guy who is 9 years older than me. Which doesn't bother me because he looks young and cute. Anyway we had a great time, we talked about ourselves and about our common interest. He asked me about if I had boyfriends and I told him my story and then later on he talked about how he likes to takes things slow and how he deals w/dating in his own ways and etc, I don't remember everything. He sorta gave me advice. But He told me dating multiple people is good because you know what you want or something and I was like I don't have that leisure to date multiple people because I barely meet people in the 1st place and I do not like dating multiple people. He told me that it doesn't matter if date multiple people, it just matters what you are doing with that one person that you connect with.

I just thought I tell y'all about my 1st date, which was a different date then normal because I never talk about dating and etc before with others. Like I had a good time but I'm just tired of dating already, like I meet a nice guy it doesn't work out then I have no guys around for months or weeks. I rarely have any friends here either and even if I try to make friends people automatically think I want them to be my boyfriend.

I have no idea what I want y'all to get from this ramble. I like this guy, he seems nice and sweet, we did talk a lot but had our awkward silences, we made out and he touched me there lol but I honestly don't know what his intentions are which I'm thinking he just wants sex or a sex buddy. I ask if he wanted to have another date he said yes and we are planning our next date. He wants to hangout and play video games at his place I just know sex MAY BE involved and I really do not want to because I wanna see where things will go and I wanna see if this can be more. I'm tired of dating assholes after assholes.