thoughts

[HollandofFrance]

i am not talkative lately i guess
im disturbed about the creep josh powell burning his two boys up in a house-i hate that asshole

i see some gays and they seem like they like what theyre doing and theyre ok with each other

others are in abusive relationships or maybe those are rare compared to heteros

i hate all labels really

being harassed sexually twice i wonder made me be a hermit and this leads to me having a woman and having a kid or having nothing because i dont trust people much

this one gay man at a camp was hugging me in some barehug for a long time -he died of aids years later-he was a huge very tall man -i found it annoying and i was under 18

the bible says he who commits fornication sins against their own body-yet ive done that myself

i guess id advise if you want sex stay with just one guy

how much i want sex i dont even know

i dont get it because i dont care?

if could get back to Seattle maybe theres more there but i hate that place too or do i?

i dread going through another spring and summer alone-im sick of it

and now all the politicians like Gingrich and romney and Obama doing crazy stuff sucks

sick of it all

then again i have this idea i can wait longer -its crazy