02-14-2012, 02:54 PM
I'm posting this as anonymous cause... frankly sex is a pretty sensitive subject for me :redface:
For quite some time I've tried anal penetration with some simple things as I do not got a dildo. It has felt good many times, but a special item, a long stainless iron thing that holds many toilet paper rolls, It kind of is naturally slippery.
So i took it from the toilet and started you know. It just felt so good, I've never orgasmed that intensely before, heavily breathing, sweeting, pre-cumming like fuck, my mind traveled to another dimension.
The problem is when I was done and was about to return it back I saw some flashing light from downstairs like if someone was waving with a torch. Know it wasn't my mother or my step dad as they sleep on the down floor and he was working night so If my mother would be awoke she could just lit the light without waking any. So it had to be my step brother.
We got our rooms at the opposite sides of the second stair hallway, and the stairs is pretty close to my room and the toilet near him, so if he would step into the toilet he could notice it missing or if he stepped close to my door and hear me as I was pretty much gone.
I'm pretty much freaking out as I am not ready to come out of the closet with my sexuality. God hope he did not hear. :eek: What Am I suppose to do? I do not know what he thinks of gays in general but he is a bitchy little prick in general, he almost made my aunt cry when she bought the newest Iphone that she was so proud of but according to him it do suck in comparison to others, but as on the positive factor do I think that her mother is a Lesbian as she lives with another woman and both of them are Very tomboyish, but he doesn't live at her and I do not know how close they are.
How do I know if he has or not has heard and what can I do to remain a low profile? Please help me :frown:
For quite some time I've tried anal penetration with some simple things as I do not got a dildo. It has felt good many times, but a special item, a long stainless iron thing that holds many toilet paper rolls, It kind of is naturally slippery.
So i took it from the toilet and started you know. It just felt so good, I've never orgasmed that intensely before, heavily breathing, sweeting, pre-cumming like fuck, my mind traveled to another dimension.
The problem is when I was done and was about to return it back I saw some flashing light from downstairs like if someone was waving with a torch. Know it wasn't my mother or my step dad as they sleep on the down floor and he was working night so If my mother would be awoke she could just lit the light without waking any. So it had to be my step brother.
We got our rooms at the opposite sides of the second stair hallway, and the stairs is pretty close to my room and the toilet near him, so if he would step into the toilet he could notice it missing or if he stepped close to my door and hear me as I was pretty much gone.
I'm pretty much freaking out as I am not ready to come out of the closet with my sexuality. God hope he did not hear. :eek: What Am I suppose to do? I do not know what he thinks of gays in general but he is a bitchy little prick in general, he almost made my aunt cry when she bought the newest Iphone that she was so proud of but according to him it do suck in comparison to others, but as on the positive factor do I think that her mother is a Lesbian as she lives with another woman and both of them are Very tomboyish, but he doesn't live at her and I do not know how close they are.
How do I know if he has or not has heard and what can I do to remain a low profile? Please help me :frown:
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