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Intro Again
Somehow most of the posts I've written find me logged out of my account, though I'm not certain how. And as such, they don't appear here. And so here's a second try at my intro:

Yeah, so I've always been kind of an outsider, in school I was always in band and theatre. I realized pretty early on, about junior high, that I was definitely interested in guys. It mostly started with some porn that a gay friend of mine showed me, at first I was like this is weird, but then later I got home and well, got pretty much addicted. I considered that I was bisexual and that that was perfectly normal. I asked a guy out (through a note passed by a friend of course, usual junior high methodology) who was rumored to be bi. He felt terrible and let me down pretty easily, telling me that I had been misled and that he hoped I wouldn't be crushed by his rejection, but of course I was, for a fairly short while. Life continued on, I asked out a number of girls throughout high school and didn't really think that much about guys... except when looking at porn of course, for I soon found that often times fantasizing about women would not end with orgasm.

I moved on to college and not a whole lot changed, I felt static (and still do) in the whole relationship/dating game thing until my last semester when I first found interest in a cute guy in my watercolor class. He was tall and thin, had a wavy head of brown hair and a plain and at the same time wholly cute face. By my inspection I was pretty certain that he was interested in guys too... not true. He turned me down and once again felt terrible, blah blah blah so on and so forth. I've also recently found a pretty recently-developed infatuation with a good friend of mine, which will be explained in full detail in a later post. Anyways, that's kind of my relationship/sexuality story entailing how I became frustrated as hell and at last turned to the good people on this site.

I really look forward to having people to discuss these thoughts, feelings and emotions with and hope that in turn I can do my bit of good for the others on here.

-Der Jack
"Lately it occurs to me, what a long strange trip it's been"
Welcome, Jack.

Maybe it's a browser setting that's causing the logging out problem.
When a subject is highly controversial — and any question about sex is that — one cannot hope to tell the truth. One can only show how one came to hold whatever opinion one does hold. One can only give one's audience the chance of drawing their own conclusions as they observe the limitations, the prejudices, the idiosyncrasies of the speaker.
- Virginia Woolf
Hello and welcome DerJack. Sounds like you are figuring things out. Look forward to your contributions to the site Smile
In the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... but its the way things are. The choice is yours. ~ Zidane Tribal

Hope is comforting, it allows us to accept fate no matter how tragic it may be. ~ Yunalesca

"Απο μακρυά και αγαπημένοι παρά απο κοντά και μαλωμένοι"

There's not a word yet, for old friends who've just met ~ Gonzo
Hello and welcome DerJack, Xyxwave
Welcome Jack.
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Green"]Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”

Oscar Wilde[/COLOR][/SIZE]
Hi, welcome along to the forum Confusedmile:
it seems that if the board says you are not loged in just log in then and the message will be added
and you dont need to write it over again after you finish writeing the ppost and then it apears again click on the blue post on the bottom left side that seems to fix the postit looks almost like a paart of a diffrent thing than you were working on . I have no idea if the above is the correct procedur i only know it seems to work for me
Welcome to the forum sir and fair play to you, I have as of yet not being able to work up the courage to ask anyone out haha.
KJ1989 Wrote:Welcome to the forum sir and fair play to you, I have as of yet not being able to work up the courage to ask anyone out haha.

There's still plenty of time! Wink

-Der Jack
"Lately it occurs to me, what a long strange trip it's been"

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