It's o our anniversary today. Five years. No idea what I was supposed to give this year, pretty sure it wasn't what she got. It's our last, and we both know it. I tried not to ruin things and keep the conversation light and happy, but for all my efforts we are both rewarded in tears, now I am drunk and "Under The Sheets" plays in my head. Tonight I am again a reptile, stealing even her name with her warmth, wishing to shed skin to show the wyrm within.
I don't even know why I'm here, of all places. I am lost and paralyzed, the velveteen rabbit forgotten in the rain.
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Had a great first date tonight with a cute and intelligent guy. Hope this trend will continue.
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My V-day date was alone sick in bed lol.....
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Buy me a dozen roses on June 27th, it would mean a million times more to me than roses bought at stupidly inflated prices for inferior hot house quality roses on Valentines day
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I nearly fell on the floor when I saw the price of a bunch of flowers on Valentine's day! Pity Valentine's day wasn't in the summer, than I could pick my own flowers out of my garden.....!
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Green"]Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.â
Oscar Wilde[/COLOR][/SIZE]
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I'm sorry for this thread, I was drunk.
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Things do look better now, booze isn't the best pick-me-up I've used. :grin:
As for future Vdays, I don't know. All the department store decorations were my reminder of my anniversary for half of a decade. I don't want it to, but I'm afraid of it becoming a depressing reminder of something else.
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