Masculine V. Feminine

[leeman15251]

I find it interesting that you wish you were more feminine. I actually wish I was more masculine. I'm not flaming gay and have many very masculine interests but when you meet me, usually people can tell that I am gay. And coming from a small farm town, people don't respond to it to well. I think I would be happier if I acted/came off a little more masculine because then I would be more comfortable meeting pretty much anyone. I'm the type that I can walk up and talk to anyone, but when it comes to heterosexual guys I usually quiet down because I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable.

My roommate is like you, he is very feminine but wants to be masculine. I would love to be like him, so i don't really understand why he would want to change. I have the problem of some people not believing I'm gay even after i tell them, so i don't think i would mind if people would start thinking i was gay.