before or after?

[pocket_pilgrim]

i am meeting with her again tomorrow evening. but we are going at a friend's birthday party so it's very hush hush. this evening we played some cards with her sister and the sister's boyfriend and i was making all sorts of jokes "for the conaisseurs". nobody else got them, except on a basic level. but she and i were smirking all evening. it was so relieving and yet so strange.

i am happier than i've been in a long time. i love her to bits.

she said she can't wait to come visit me in belgium - and it will most probably be a very very interesting visit! i'll make sure it is :biggrin:

lots of love for everyone
t.

and thank you muchly, drocko!