What's on Your Mind

[JimmyEcho]

My situation is very complicated. I don't want to explain the entire thing because people like to give suggestions and, while they are from a good place, people just don't really get my situation and most suggestions aren't helpful at all. I have no support network of friends so I don't have a lot of options.

I'm living with someone (a parent) who is mentally abusive but it's not a situation I can change since he's paying for a surgery I must have. So it's taking a toll on me. I'm in therapy and all of my doctors are aware of my situation. I'm not in any immediate danger, it's just mentally difficult for me but I must hang in there for another year. I'm also concerned about recovery, which is going to be brutal for this surgery and I'll basically be alone.

I'd prefer not to go into details. Thank you so much for your concern.

I'm very sorry to hear this, and I understand that your situation is complicated. It does sadden me when I hear what you have to go through and what you must do.
Your between a Rock and a Hard place, I know this won't make it any better, but I've been there. I h@te to reveal my past to you guys, because I'm not at that place anymore.(Things Got Better) It took some time,but my situation Got Better, and I don't have a situation anymore.

WELL, Scratch that, I'm lieing I have 1 situation that recently came up.
However, now a days it just doesn't phase me anymore. I've been through SO much in the past that now it's like the bullets are bouncing off me. (this situation would have ripped me apart 15 to 20 years ago)
Uneunsae, If you have no choice, you have to stay strong. Hang in there,get through this year, and focus on a positive outcome.

(In the back of my mind, If I get really down one day, I'm afraid that those bullets might get through to me)